Everyday is a fight to live and to stay alive and I’m fighting to live and feel alive. It’s me against the world and most of the time the world wins.  The world is harsh and the enemy is always in it attempting to destroy the only thing inside  I have left.  It are in those moments that I realize I need God most.

I need my lifeline.

Everyday it feels like I am drowning in the high tides of this darkened world and the only thing I need is for someone to reach out their hand and say “I’m here for you.” 

I need a lifeline.

God is stirring up something inside me right now and He is searching for my fight.  He is looking for my will inside to keep fighting; to stay alive.

There is a lot in this world that doesn’t make sense to me and sometimes I want the answers to just fall through the sky. Sometimes I want God to come down from Heaven and tell me exactly what I need to do. If only He would, it would save me.   He would save me from myself.

Every beat of my heart is God reminding me that I’m alive and to keep fighting.  No matter how hard it hurts and  how deep the trial, He reminds me to keep fighting.  Every part of my life is in His control.

God is my lifeline.

Hebrews 11:1

 1-2The fundamental fact of existence is that this trust in God, this faith, is the firm foundation under everything that makes life worth living